1. Father is always my big worry. I really want him to stop playing games. Outstanding rent and Business rates -- how can i afford all of them. But we really have to pay.
2. 'HE' -- will he come back this week again? I really miss him. I want to talk to him, I want to love him, I want to hold him...... But what would he react if he knows everything about me? Or the better he never come again. But, again.
3. About my visa. Nothing to say about it.